resignation

I've always hated that word. I've always thought that I would be the type of person who would stick with one job, doesn't matter if the job is sucky and the pay stinks.

I would have to say that there are other factors that are making me make the move right now. Factors that I wished didn't affect me. But here I am, on the move again, and even if it would mean hurting other people, I still have to make the move.

I once posted on my Facebook that I am heading the path with my eyes wide open, and that I wouldn't look back. But it's not that easy. It's hard to explain, because I do see my current job as home. Nothing beats to that feeling when you're working.

I guess I have the right to grieve. I can still cry if i want to, but I can't look back anymore. My journey begins ... finding a new life, a new home. and hopefully staying there for the rest of my life.